I was gonna be a great mom... and Joshua would always know that I loved him. I saw a card today at the store that said ..."My three favorite words... That's My Son!" It took me a lot of work to not burst into tears standing in isle 7 at walmart. It's hard not to wallow in thoughts of "what if"... The hardest part: my sister and her son. nothing against her... but it causes me to painfully ache from my head to my heart...
God, you have plans for me, you have promised me so... will you please give me confidence, wisdom, trust, hope, freedom... I need so much. How can I give when I am bound by such heavy need.
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